I’m tired today.
I slept very little. When I did I had dreams where I was standing in a field that was empty at first and then flowers grew all around me until I couldn’t see anything. Not even the sky! Then we were walking along a road and people were shouting things like “you could have done better, Bill!” And “waster!”
I woke up feeling really annoyed at myself.
Do you think I’ve wasted my life?
I’m sure you’d say not, but you are kind like that.
I miss you.
I was shocked when I passed the mirror earlier. I had nearly a full beard! I might have to strim it first before I use a razor. Don’t know how it’s grown so fast.
As I was pulling at it someone started banging on the door. I didn’t answer it. It was probably a mistake.
The frost has gone. It had no choice, because it rained all last night and all today. The news says that there’s flooding everywhere.
People on the news crying over lost things. I’ll never understand that. They still have their health, don’t they, love?
Would you believe it, but I started to cry then! All I could think of was you. Silly, aren’t I?
I couldn’t find a bloody handkerchief, so used my new long sleeves.
It’s odd, but they seem a touch longer today than they were yesterday.
Suppose I better see what’s in the fridge for tea.
Take care up there, Mol.
Lots of love, Bill. X