Tuesday January 27th
Evening, my lovely Mol.
Hope you are smiling brightly.
I’ve been feeling a little better today. Not sure if it was talking about things with that lady who sounded like you, or my pyjama party in the garden, but I have felt a little better.
I still woke up from very little sleep and wondered if you were in the living room, as your bed was empty, but I am trying to smile.
I tried another walk in the garden. Yes, my love, I was dressed this time.
I got as far as the end of the winding path before I felt giddy with tiredness and had to go back in and lie down.
I then tried again later, but the rain was pelting down, drenching the garden.
Speaking of gardens, that program you like where they transform a person’s garden was on earlier. They were talking about decking and I remembered how you always wanted a decking near the shed.
I’m sorry it never happened, love.
I need to find someone who I can get in to tend your garden in the spring. You know how useless I am. I can kill a weed, can’t I?
I’m not sure if our June said that she was coming tomorrow or not, so I best have a tidy up before bed.
All my love, my sweet, sweet, Molly.