Hope things are well up there.
I’d love to know about your day.
Mine’s been as well as can be expected.
I had a little accident again last night and woke up in a panic. I thought I was going to have a heart attack, love. My heart was beating out of my chest. It was awful.
I wish I had woken up before the accident. It’s so embarrassing. The only saving grace is that there was nobody around to see.
Sometimes I want people to come and see me, because I feel so lonely, but the next minute I’m panicking that people may come to visit. Strange, isn’t it, love?
I did have one visitor. Dr. Laurie came to see me and tested my blood pressure and pulse. He said that I’m as strong as an ox.
I don’t feel as strong as an ox.
He wants me to have some tests and he is going to book me in to have them.
Firstly he gave me them bit of blocker thingmabobs. He said they may help me relax.
I read the leaflet that came with them. Jeepers, Mol, I wish I hadn’t!
They have more side effects than cholera. One of the bad effects is that they may make me anxious. What’s the point in that?
Anyway, Dr. Laurie says to try them, so that’s what I’ll do before bed.
Anything to get me out of this slump, eh?
I’m just about to take one, so wish me luck.
Goodnight, my beautiful best friend.
Until next time, all my love, your Bill.